Noorel ajakirjal on raske toetust saada. Selleks, et tegutseda pole  raha vaja, küll aga on vaja selleks, et trükkida ajakirja.

Mõned pildid meie esimesest numbrist. (Kui on halb kvaliteet siis ma ei tea kuidas parem võiks olla, kunag minu jpg on ok. Vabandan. Soovitusi?)

Mingi päev ma käisin ühe kunstniku juures poseerimas. Tema nimi on Pasha Semjonov.

Tema loominguga saab tutvuda siin

Kohtusime liiga hilja õhtul, selleks kui jõudsime veidi olla, läks pimedaks. Väga lahke inimene ja andekas inimene. Otsustasime, et kohtume veel, kuid nüüdseks mul on koolis väga kiire olnud ja ma pole jõudnud temaga kontakti võtta.

Siin mõned pildid.

Need ajakirjad on kättesaadaval ka viies Tallinna Raamatukogudes või küsige minu käes, veel paarid tk on alles. Ühe andsin ka Pashale.

Oleks lahe kui saaks head ajakirja toimetada, sest maailmas on nii palju inimesi kes võiksid seda lugeda või kellest saaks kirjutada.

Meil on  filosoofilised, ühiskondlikud, psühholoogilised teemad, muidugi on joonistusi, koomiksi, fotosid ja interjuud.


Kuidas ma Moe.P.A.R.Ki sattusin


Kas juhuslikult või mitte sattusin Moe.P.A.R.Ki, kus osalevad erinad inimesed põhikoolist kuni kõrgkoolini.

Võistlus toimub kolmes vanuseklassis:
•Noorem (7-9 klass)
•Vanem (10-12 klass)
•Tudengid (kuni 26. aastased)

Auhindu saab teada juba 18 märts Paide Kultuurikeskuses.

Mina pildistan ka kohapeal.

Aga ma sattusin sinna selle pärast, et tegin Gretega pildistamist ja siis nägin, et nad filmisid viideot MoePARKI. Siis ma mõtlesin, et tahaks ka pildistada või teha midagi MoePargis. Ja saingi. Kas on see juhus või saatus, äkki mõttejõu areng?

Born to create?


Talking about art in one lecture today. We need to stand on the hallway (depends from opinion about who is artist. In Estonian question was “Igaüks võib olla kunstnik” or “Kunstikuks saadakse töö käigus”.  For me better word is artist – like in old ages. Spirit of artist can’t make just something different, but art what comes from heart. And when if it’s smth new for the person and the world, so it is art. It can be conceptual, minimalistic, abstract or crazy performance about problems in the world. Like making photographer Von Wong.

I think is forgotten art – talking about problems – like punk. Is the feeling that you are creative, making world better and hearing your unconsciousness.

But not everything what goes out from your soul is art. Just maybe 1% of it, other is copying others. For me artist should be both: divergent thinkable and convergent.

Sometimes i feel, that photographic is not enough for me, so I’m making handcrafting, music, video and others. I think artisti need to be intelligent, creative thinkable, taking a risks, being spontaneous and being able to create from simple things just using fantasy a great things. Simplicity, but amazing – and people can tell “wow”.

Like Da Vinci, Van Gogh, Beethoven. They did hard work too. You need to be an artist in the soul also, have talent (or even being genius) or you can find ideas from someone else and making them in your way.

Nowadays art is a bit emm…freaky and sometimes empty (without feelings, emotions), but this person was inspired or maybe humans do not understand contemporary true art, like always. Only if artist die?  Sometimes I feel like is not an art at all. I think if people feel in that way – so it’s true. So artist should change a way to express himself, a way to create something, but maybe in a other way or new speciality.

An artist need to feel, that he/she was created something new, special, beautiful, individual/personal (you can look at sculpture and tell who made it. cause put a peace of his heart), experimental, yeas freaky a bit (sometimes, the more freaky/crazy is the more interesting) and etc.

Is my pictures are art?

It depend how you understand word art. You can read something about aesthetics, but reaction to art should be like “woow”. Is not only possibility how public can react to art.

Is good book to learn about aesthetics- Marc Jimenez “Qu’est que l’esthétique?” Gallimard 2011.

So I try to show the world in Estonia for example, the problems here – cause art purpose – is serve to people and show the life, in the way every artist see it. If sometimes people do not understand, so it can be problem of observers, like Tesla innovations. People still do not understand some of them.


What is in your pill?


It’s me again.

I participated in one bachelor degree photoshoot this year. This photos has been showed in Tallinna University there I study in a second floor (I Guess) in Astra. I saw them and Timir and Katri. 😀 And actually I do not felt nothing, only a little fun of others see my body naked on photos of someone bachelor degree art project.

Why in or music department we can’t do more improvisations and more practical stuff. Cause teachers some of them actually good and professional musician. Write articles, published something and participating in musical life. I think being musician is a part of teacher. You can’t teach music, if you are not passionate by it. Not only music teachers, but you need to enjoy and feel good while teaching music – cause you like music.

Maybe some of You remember you music lessons in school? How is depressing or not interesting? Even in gymnasium I learned music history, even is I learned in musical school and ballet school earlier. I was not the best one, but not the bad one too. Maybe in a middle. Always. Cause I loved many things: science lessons, art, dance, technical and handcraft and even sport. Almost everything :like psychology, biology, chemistry, mathematics, history, all dance lessons, but not so much piano. Cause teachers was very bad. And I do not wanted play so much piano how now. But now I’m 24. Then I was 10-17. The more earlier you start doing something you like, it will be more progress in it to young ages.

So I posed too, because I like posing. I do not understand people primitivity, how they can be so limited in their worlds. Some of humans even not interest to be human at all. They just exist.

I making thesis about: “Creativity and error in improvisation”. How some teachers do not understand that I mean?

Today received three photos. I posed naked with some signs of one organization similar to Contra Cancer of Avon, but was pills, coins and nothing.  It was a one girl degree work.

Here photos:


Also I need to show alive trees, while sewing or destroying – if people make money from them. And how trees die and people have no money – cause there no tress. Why they do not grew up something new and again?

I know that I’m doing. The thing you love will be more better, if you making it with concentration  and love.

I do not asked this in my experiment, but I will ask. How long can concentrate musician and non-musician in my experiment (Thesis: “Creativity and error in improvisation”)

But it’s not only in improvisation being in this moment, while you feeling your body. Some of them do not felt nothing. How you can create something great if you not feel nothing? I think this people are creative who are creativity thinking- even from 3 sound you can make Moonlight sonata or something more different from that already existing. And it’s not only my words. Start searching and you will find answers on your own.

We all can be whatever we wan’t to be until we believe we are.  I do not know where from coming this fraza, but it’s true. Until you want to be musician you need to be believe that you are pro and doing things right. If you feel [soul – PNS (peripheral nervous system) ] until you are not knowing your own body and soul – you are mind – so you just can´t make nothing good, cause you are lie to yourself and maybe doing it only for money.

Like this trees or maybe forest that will be destroyed if Rail Baltic will be constructed. Why people do not understand that our earth is also living planet – while it’s so calling?

Cause you stupid money hunter – burn in hell 😀 of your own head. I think I was been there. And it’s looping forever. You watched movie “Doctor Strange“. It was awesome movie. I’m not so fan of the movies, cause there is few really good movies – maybe about 10-20, but this one is really good. If you of cause understand or maybe you have practice in it. Kind a experience in many things. But astral learning is very high level I think. I can’t go out of my body for a just wish, maybe my wish is too small?

Anyway until next time,

Sorry for my english, I’m not native. XD I’m just learning, is like you don’t know estonian (maybe you know).


Elin Lait

Made in USSR


Not so long time ago my friend found a pictures (slide -vintage made one) from 1940 Peterburgs and one relative to family (?) while making renovation. Reinu was photographer, but his pictures I do not post. I post old pictures, in which color nearly are disappeared.

So here is mostly Leningrad’s pictures from war and casual ages.


Veidi mõtteid:

Panen müük oma 28-135mm lensi, kuna seda ei kasuta ammu juba. Tahaks uut kaamerat, kuna tahangi fotoga teenida – muusikaga tegelen ka edasi

Samuti ma täna sain endale YONGNUO YN-560 III  sain ebays mingi alla 30 euro, parem oodata kui pole kiiret ja saada odavamalt. Õpin välku kasutama kuna töötan suhteliselt vaid naturaalse valgusega. Praegu töökorras ja ilus ja uus. Sai Youngnuo karbiga, kus oli kott, instruktsioon, ilusti pakendatut ning mingisugune asi veel juures.